Thursday, June 7, 2012
Monday, June 4, 2012
Bercinta & Dicintai?
Alhamdulillah, Allah sends me a very sweethearted papa :)
Serious rasa mcam tengah bercinta hehe.
Contact papa through email lagi best, sbb ayat papa lagi berbunga2 compared to phone.
ngeeee~
"waalaikumusallam my sweetheart..papa sihat walafiat alhamdulillah. job always got delayed so papa have to stay for another week, may be. InsyaAllah papa akn doakan untuk anah hadapi the final dgn tenang. papa rasa anah telah buat persediaan yang rapi utk hadapi the final..don't slack off, continue to fight until the final days, insyaAllah pas tu bertawakkal kepada Allah. Jangan lupa solat..papa miss anah, always. Nanti papa hantar duit untuk phone baru...need to have the phone to communicate w mama/papa at home ....wassalam."
awwww..
sweet je papa. siap nk kirim duit for me to beli phone baru.
but I'm gonna reject the offer.
I love you so much papa n mama, lillahitaa'la.
eh, baru prasan papa call me 'anah'.hehe. it suppose to be 'angah' but I think the way I say it sounds like 'ana' or 'anah'.
weeeee~ saat tuk senyum non-stop akan bermula =P
Serious rasa mcam tengah bercinta hehe.
Contact papa through email lagi best, sbb ayat papa lagi berbunga2 compared to phone.
ngeeee~
"waalaikumusallam my sweetheart..papa sihat walafiat alhamdulillah. job always got delayed so papa have to stay for another week, may be. InsyaAllah papa akn doakan untuk anah hadapi the final dgn tenang. papa rasa anah telah buat persediaan yang rapi utk hadapi the final..don't slack off, continue to fight until the final days, insyaAllah pas tu bertawakkal kepada Allah. Jangan lupa solat..papa miss anah, always. Nanti papa hantar duit untuk phone baru...need to have the phone to communicate w mama/papa at home ....wassalam."
awwww..
sweet je papa. siap nk kirim duit for me to beli phone baru.
but I'm gonna reject the offer.
I love you so much papa n mama, lillahitaa'la.
eh, baru prasan papa call me 'anah'.hehe. it suppose to be 'angah' but I think the way I say it sounds like 'ana' or 'anah'.
weeeee~ saat tuk senyum non-stop akan bermula =P
Friday, June 1, 2012
Jauh-jauh please.
I feel insecure to be around with flirty/ sweet talker guys.
Urgh, it makes me uncomfortable and behave awkwardly.
Please stay away from me, wahai kamu kamu semua.
It is just plain uninteresting!
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Kosong atau Hitam?
Terasa hati ini kurang tazkirah.
Astaghfirullahala'ziim.
Tazkiyatul an-Nafs, I will find you =)
InshaAllah.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Rain and Storm.
Shut your mouth.
Would you even consider people's feeling?
BERCAKAP BILA PERLU.
Do you know how it's killing me?
There are reasons why I limit my social circle nowadays.
There are reasons why I talk lesser nowadays.
There are reasons why I avoid some people nowadays.
There are reasons why I 'm not being the 'old' Farah.
THERE ARE REASONS.
Would you even consider people's feeling?
BERCAKAP BILA PERLU.
Do you know how it's killing me?
There are reasons why I limit my social circle nowadays.
There are reasons why I talk lesser nowadays.
There are reasons why I avoid some people nowadays.
There are reasons why I 'm not being the 'old' Farah.
THERE ARE REASONS.
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Stronger?
Tears streaking down my cheek.
Yeah, I am weak at heart.
Falling in every sentimental trap.
No matter if it's real or crap.
A shark can tell just by my smell.
They prey on the weak at heart.
Yes sir, I've a big body but it doesn't prove that my heart is strong.
I've walked in every shade of black.
Life change me to who am I right now.
Alhamdulillah, at least I know my heart is stronger than before.
I believe Allah knows the BEST =)
Strong, whenever it hurts.
Only the strong will survive.
Made a big mistake and will never run away!
Learning everyday.
Be okay.
And fight for my life.
Whatever comes,
Whatever breaks,
I'll standup right.
Hold on and be strong.
Things always get better with Allah's love.
Purify your heart, check-up and renew your intention.
The world is out there,conquer your fears.
And don't you wait too long.
Yes, you got to be strong.
Keep in your mind,
After a hurricane comes a rainbow =)
And all the best you can.
There's good and bad, so just be good and stand tall! ;)
Alhamdulillah =)
Semua yang berlaku penuh dengan kebaikan.
Tiada yang burukmya.
Kerna Allah merancang dengan cintaNya, manusia merancang dengan cita2.
p/s: Gonna miss California =)
I've learnt lots of things here.
Alhamdulillah~ <3
Friday, May 4, 2012
Penat.
Penatlah.
Rindu suara mama ngan papa.
Am I giving up? totally NOT!
Perjuangan untuk minggu ni blom berakhir!
Yosh!
Note to self: JANGAN TINGGAL SOLAT, FARAH! WALAU SIBUK CAMMANE SKALI PON! ;)
Rindu suara mama ngan papa.
Am I giving up? totally NOT!
Perjuangan untuk minggu ni blom berakhir!
Yosh!
Note to self: JANGAN TINGGAL SOLAT, FARAH! WALAU SIBUK CAMMANE SKALI PON! ;)
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Farah suka fikirkan...
Thinking of future..
Working in food industry?
Working at Halal JAKIM?
Master in Food Science?
MBA?
Become a lecturer?
Open up a kindergarten?
KAHWIN? hehe. I wish very soon.
Who's gonna be my prince charming?
Who's gonna tell me a bedtime story about our prophets?
Who's gonna calm me when I am restless and clueless?
Who's gonna make me comfy with his words?
Who's gonna understand me when I'm wordless?
Who's gonna smile with me when I feel high?
Who's gonna put me on a smile when I feel blue?
Who's gonna hold my hand striving together towards Jannah?
Who's gonna be my sifu of life?
Who's gonna be my soul mate?
Hurm..I wonder..
and I wish I will meet my prince charming soon...
cause I start to feel that I really need a man that will always stand by me..
InshaAllah Allah reserve the best for me =)
p/s: Dear my prince charming, I am trying my best to improve my housewife/ emotional management/ observation skills day by day with the hope that I can make you feel comfy and calm with me in our own home sweet home. You're always in my prayer.. =)
Working in food industry?
Working at Halal JAKIM?
Master in Food Science?
MBA?
Become a lecturer?
Open up a kindergarten?
KAHWIN? hehe. I wish very soon.
Who's gonna be my prince charming?
Who's gonna tell me a bedtime story about our prophets?
Who's gonna calm me when I am restless and clueless?
Who's gonna make me comfy with his words?
Who's gonna understand me when I'm wordless?
Who's gonna smile with me when I feel high?
Who's gonna put me on a smile when I feel blue?
Who's gonna hold my hand striving together towards Jannah?
Who's gonna be my sifu of life?
Who's gonna be my soul mate?
Hurm..I wonder..
and I wish I will meet my prince charming soon...
cause I start to feel that I really need a man that will always stand by me..
InshaAllah Allah reserve the best for me =)
p/s: Dear my prince charming, I am trying my best to improve my housewife/ emotional management/ observation skills day by day with the hope that I can make you feel comfy and calm with me in our own home sweet home. You're always in my prayer.. =)
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Pemberontakan.
Hati memberontak.
Hati tercabar.
Urgh.
Wahai hati bersabarlah kerna sesungguhnya Allah bila melihat perkara itu ada pada mereka maka Allah akan mencegahnya dari kalian!
Astaghfirullahala'ziim..
Pemberontakan yang teramat kuat..
Pemberontakan yang teramat kuat..
Monday, April 9, 2012
Cuba try test uji.
Should I say more?
Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.
Segala puji bagi Allah.
Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.
Segala puji bagi Allah.
Segala puji bagi Allah.
Segala puji bagi Allah.
Hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa yg Engkau telah susun buatku.
InshaAllah aku sebagai hambaMu akan menerimanya dengan kekuatan hati yang Engkau telah anugerahkan, Ya Allah.
.::.ALHAMDULILLAH.::.
Hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa yg Engkau telah susun buatku.
InshaAllah aku sebagai hambaMu akan menerimanya dengan kekuatan hati yang Engkau telah anugerahkan, Ya Allah.
.::.ALHAMDULILLAH.::.
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Adakah itu dinamakan sabar?
Ku lihat temanku diam seribu bahasa setiap kali suatu mencabar hatinya.
Namun lengkapkah kesabaran itu jika kemaafan tidak mengisi hati yang dijentik itu?
Tidakkah kamu sedar kesabaran yang tiada kemaafan adalah penyemarak api kemarahan yg membuatkan raut wajahmu menjadi kusam dan bengis ?
Nyata di saat itu kesabaran kamu berada di puncak klimaks.
Untungkah kamu setelah sudah berjuta saat kamu diam seribu bahasa tetapi di kala satu saat itu api kemarahan berjaya terbeluak akhirnya?
Untungkah kamu setelah sudah berkali kamu berjaya melenyapkan api kemarahan tapi di kala saat itu ianya berjaya muncul dengan kemegahan?
Untungkah?
Untungkah?
Untungkah kamu setelah sudah berkali kamu berjaya melenyapkan api kemarahan tapi di kala saat itu ianya berjaya muncul dengan kemegahan?
Untungkah?
Untungkah?
Pabila kamu gagal ketika di puncak klimaks ini, maka persepsi kamu tentang dirinya turut serta berubah.
Hindari semua ini!
Kerana persepsi tersebut sesungguhnya sentiasa ditemani dengan bisikan syaitan.
Bisikan syaitan yang dahsyat!
Yang bisa memberi titik hitam ke dalam hatimu.
Marilah kita mengalungi kesabaran dengan kemaafan.
Kemaafan adalaha seindah-indah kalungan buat kesabaran =)
How're you sweetheart..
"Assalamualaikum, apa kabar angah skg..papa doakan angah sihat walafiat dan bersedia menghadapi sessi pengajian seterusnya. Di samping itu don't forget our duty as a servant to Allah, and that include excell in your study as well with the niat to understand and appreciate the creation of Allah...Any problem please call mama and papa...anything at all. InsyaAllah angah keep the phone on and pick up the phone if you're free..coz that will keep your mama happy. At the moment papa is still working offshore Labuan. Look like it 's gonna be a long hitch for papa this time, may be 4 weeks. After the 20th April papa may go back home, insyaAllah. Whatever it's keep in your heart study come first at this time, insyaAllah. Wasallam" Seronoknya dapat surat cinta dari papa. Sampai ke tidur hati ni tersenyum =) Alhamdulillah! |
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Dunia yang dikejari. Akhiratnya mana?
Dunia & akhirat ?
Cabaran . Cabaran .
Cabaran buatku ? Buatmu jua :)
Namun untukmu mungkin masih kabur,
oleh itu bukan cabaran buatmu jika dunia yang dikejar.
oleh itu bukan cabaran buatmu jika dunia yang dikejar.
Pabila suara untuk menegur yang terbaik buatmu disekat dengan ego dan amarahmu,
diriku hanya mampu membenci dalam hati.
diriku hanya mampu membenci dalam hati.
Apa yang ada pada kepuasan melawan fitrah dan syariat Allah di dunia ini?
Kepuasan? Anda yakin kepuasan yang anda dapat?
Jika anda yakin kepuasan yang anda dapat,
anda adalah orang yg paling rugi,
kerana puas dngn 'hasil' manusia
dan
bukannya MENGEJAR nikmat yg dijanjikan Allah di akhirat nanti.
Sedarlah. Sedarlah .
Betapa puasnya (tenang) insan-insan yang berkejaran mendekati-Nya!
dan
bukannya MENGEJAR nikmat yg dijanjikan Allah di akhirat nanti.
Sedarlah. Sedarlah .
Betapa puasnya (tenang) insan-insan yang berkejaran mendekati-Nya!
Aku yakin dan akui bahawa ilmuku ini lebih cetek daripadamu,
tapi di manakah serinya ILMU?
jika sahabat baiknya AMAL dihitamkan?
tapi di manakah serinya ILMU?
jika sahabat baiknya AMAL dihitamkan?
Kelopak mata ini x mampu membuka untuk fenomena yg meluluhkan jiwa ini.
Berhari - hari ?!?
Cukuplah . Cukuplah .
Berhari - hari ?!?
Cukuplah . Cukuplah .
Kerna hati ni terlalu membenci ...
Ingatlah . Ingatlah .
Hatimu pasti hancur kerana 'hasil' manusia jadi sanjunganmu ,
Dirimu pasti lelah akan dunia ini ,
suatu hari nanti ...
Ingatlah . Ingatlah .
Hatimu pasti hancur kerana 'hasil' manusia jadi sanjunganmu ,
Dirimu pasti lelah akan dunia ini ,
suatu hari nanti ...
Cukuplah Duniawi ! Kejarlah Ukhrawi !
Kerna hati ni terlalu membenci .
Friday, March 23, 2012
Kanan atau kiri? KANAN!
"JANGAN BIARKAN MALAIKAT KANAN MENGANGGUR TIADA KERJA!
sedangkan
MALAIKAT KIRI SIBUK MELAKUKAN KERJA TANPA HENTI!"
sedangkan
MALAIKAT KIRI SIBUK MELAKUKAN KERJA TANPA HENTI!"
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