Well said.

Bercinta & Dicintai?

Alhamdulillah, Allah sends me a very sweethearted papa :)
Serious rasa mcam tengah bercinta hehe.
Contact papa through email lagi best, sbb ayat papa lagi berbunga2 compared to phone.
ngeeee~

"waalaikumusallam my sweetheart..papa sihat walafiat alhamdulillah. job always got delayed so papa have to stay for another week, may be. InsyaAllah papa akn doakan untuk anah hadapi the final dgn tenang. papa rasa anah telah buat persediaan yang rapi utk hadapi the final..don't slack off, continue to fight until the final days, insyaAllah pas tu bertawakkal kepada Allah. Jangan lupa solat..papa miss anah, always. Nanti papa hantar duit untuk phone baru...need to have the phone to communicate w mama/papa at home ....wassalam."

awwww..
sweet je papa. siap nk kirim duit for me to beli phone baru.
but I'm gonna reject the offer.
I love you so much papa n mama, lillahitaa'la.
eh, baru prasan papa call me 'anah'.hehe. it suppose to be 'angah' but I think the way I say it sounds like 'ana' or 'anah'.
weeeee~ saat tuk senyum non-stop akan bermula =P

Jauh-jauh please.

I feel insecure to be around with flirty/ sweet talker guys.
Urgh, it makes me uncomfortable and behave awkwardly.
Please stay away from me,  wahai kamu kamu semua.
It is just plain uninteresting!

Kosong atau Hitam?

Terasa hati ini kurang tazkirah.

Astaghfirullahala'ziim.

Tazkiyatul an-Nafs, I will find you =)

InshaAllah.

Rain and Storm.

Shut your mouth.
Would you even consider people's feeling?
BERCAKAP BILA PERLU.
Do you know how it's killing me?
There are reasons why I limit my social circle nowadays.
There are reasons why I talk lesser nowadays.
There are reasons why I avoid some people nowadays.
There are reasons why I 'm not being the 'old' Farah.
THERE ARE REASONS.

. . .

LONELY

Stronger?

Tears streaking down my cheek.

Yeah, I am weak at heart.

Falling in every sentimental trap.

No matter if it's real or crap.

A shark can tell just by my smell.

They prey on the weak at heart.

Yes sir, I've a big body but it doesn't prove that my heart is strong.

I've walked in every shade of black.

Life change me to who am I right now.

Alhamdulillah, at least I know my heart is stronger than before.

I believe Allah knows the BEST =)

Strong, whenever it hurts.

Only the strong will survive.

Made a big mistake and will never run away!

Learning everyday.

Be okay.

And fight for my life.

Whatever comes,

Whatever breaks,

I'll standup right.

Hold on and be strong.

Things always get better with Allah's love.

Purify your heart, check-up and renew your intention.

The world is out there,conquer your fears.

And don't you wait too long.

Yes, you got to be strong.

Keep in your mind,

After a hurricane comes a rainbow =)

And all the best you can.

There's good and bad, so just be good and stand tall! ;)

Alhamdulillah =)

Semua yang berlaku penuh  dengan kebaikan.

Tiada yang burukmya.

Kerna Allah merancang dengan cintaNya, manusia merancang dengan cita2.

p/s: Gonna miss California =)

I've learnt lots of things here.

Alhamdulillah~ <3